relationships

wooooo, blogging again! I've written three posts (counting this one right here) in the past few days...it's nice to write something like this that has NOTHING to do with school. I haven't done that in a really long time, and it's awesome. Of course, what better way than to delve back into things than with a heavy topic like relationships? I briefly touched upon it in a tumblr post, but like I have said previously...tumblr sucks for blogging. It excels at letting the user write mysterious little snippets of things that are intentionally ambiguous...but what the hell is the goddamned point of that?! There is none. ANYWAY, back to topics like this, which are CLEARLY better. /sarcasm

But seriously, relationships. Around this time of year, where everyone is cuddling all the time, holding hands, cooing at each other, using pet names, and all that other ridiculous crap that comes with relationships, it's almost unbearable. It's even MORE unbearable when all of your best friends are in on it too. As it stands, I think I am one of three people out of a group of seven or eight who does not have a significant other. It's...depressing, to say the least.

I feel as if I bring this issue up with my friends a lot, and they kind of just politely nod and me and shake their heads and make sympathetic noises in order to appease me, and then the moment I leave, they all shake their heads and go 'oh, Shoaib, he's so crazy. He'll get over it soon!'.

Honestly, I would never want my friends to break up with whomever it is they're seeing, because that's mean-spirited. It really is, and I wouldn't wish that on anyone. It's maddening, though, because there are so many annoying things that come with seeing your friends begin relationships or continue existing ones. For one thing, they're always on their phones. ALL the time. I, too, am guilty of this...but, for them, they're texting/BBM-ing their significant others. I look down at my own phone, because they're all busy talking in the virtual world, and what do *I* see? The score of the most recent New England Patriots game. That's not a bad thing, unless they lose (which happened twice in a row this year, ugh, the worst), but when all I have are scores which are ultimately meaningless (don't get me wrong, I love the Pats, but I have no bearing whatsoever on the outcomes of those games, obvs), and everyone else is having some sort of meaningful connection with their significant others...it's the worst. Ultimately, I just feel like I'm getting more and more isolated.

Hell, everyone is still continually saying how busy they are. Everyone's so ultra busy, too busy to make time to even give me the time of day, and yet they can make time to go to the movies with this 'other'. I mean, for heavens' sake, everyone is already making plans to hang out with their boyfriend/girlfriend/I-don't-know-what-this-relationship-is-yet-friend over the break...what am *I* doing over the break? Probably just playing Skyrim by myself some more, in all likelihood, because god knows everyone will be too busy to do anything, probably all hanging out with each other doing couple things, w/o inviting me >_>

Honestly, I'm excited for the break, because it means I will for SURE see all my non-university friends once again. I have my best friends who live in Montreal, and even my friends in Scarborough I see maybe once or twice a month, PROBABLY even less, thanks to living downtown. Anyway...it's 4:15am, so I should probably sleep. Full day of class ahead, not to mention a pretty big game for Vic's Co-ed Flag Football team. Laugh all you want, it's a fun time with some pretty fun people...Victoria College going up against the Faculty of Physical Education and Health. Here's to Vic!